October 18, 2020

Hey loves!

There was a point in the last few days where one of you lovely people tagged me in an Instagram story to show me that they had bought a skirt which I had worn in one Instagram story. One story. I never mentioned it again until then. For some reason, that really made me think of the 'influence' I have on my audience in terms of being able to inspire purchases of products. I do not know why it was this Instagram story that made me truly realise that people will sometimes open their wallets when an inf...

September 13, 2020

Hey loves!

Although I knew that it had been a while since I posted on my political commentary channel, I only realised that it had been almost five months when I logged back into the account to upload my new video. A lot of time had passed not because I had no ideas for videos or because I did not want to make these videos, but rather because I had been a little scared of posting content on that channel. 

Let me explain: When you are a content creator online (or, as it is often called, an "influencer"), one of...

August 30, 2020

Hey loves!

Quite a while ago back when I had around ten thousand subscribers on YouTube, I had a chat with a few friends about my YouTube channel. I mentioned how I was still a little embarrassed about the fact that I had a channel, but one of my friends told me not to worry about it because I 'have enough subscribers to make it cool.' And that sentence got me thinking - and I guess the fact that I am still thinking about it months after this was said in passing says a lot about my overthinking. 

Back to the po...

July 27, 2020

Hey loves!

I began the past week in Baden-Baden, a lovely small town in Germany. Although the town is known for its thermal baths, parks and restaurants, my mom and I were not there for a holiday. We travelled to Baden-Baden on Sunday afternoon because I had to make an early doctor's appointment on Monday. 

Although I share a lot on here and in other corners of the internet, I have never talked about something which has bothered me for years: pain in different parts of my body. I occasionally get pain in my ank...

July 4, 2020

Hey loves!

I haven't posted on here in a while and to be honest, I did not really feel like I had anything to say. I only write posts for this website when I have something I want to share, and for the past few weeks I did not really have anything. About two weeks ago, I finished my final exams. And it is hard to describe this feeling, but whenever I finish an exam period, I feel like I lose that one thing around which my entire life existed. Does that sound weird? Let me explain. 

I don't feel like my life rev...

June 3, 2020

Hey loves!

#BlackLivesMatter is currently on all social media and most of the people you follow have probably posted about it (myself included). What I have seen with many of my friends and also influencers I follow appears to be a panic not to be doing enough, stemming from a fear to be called out for 'not doing your part.' Some people I follow share over ten different resource banks on the topic per day. Have they really looked into all the resources listed there? Have they read those things themselves? Or w...

May 17, 2020

My hometown has a history of protests getting big. Shortly before I left for boarding school at age 16, people were protesting against a construction project for a train station - after those protests, the entire country knew about project "Stuttgart 21." Now, there is a new wave of protests. This time, the opposed object is the protective measures the government has put in place to combat the coronavirus. Yesterday's protest had a permit for 5,000 people and thousands of people showed up.

I am a supporter of...

May 10, 2020

Hey loves!

Being alone with yourself in quarantine can be a great time of rediscovering old hobbies, re-connecting with friends, taking on a new hobby ... but it can also be the perfect time for taking your flaws and picking on them. It is the perfect time for old fears to come back from under the bed. So while this can be a positive time, it is easy to fall into lows. 

Personally, I found it quite easy for myself to spend an extra few minutes in front of the mirror to point out to myself all the little red spo...

May 4, 2020

Hey loves! 

I have not written a post on here in weeks and the honest reason is that I felt like I had nothing to say. I normally write about whatever is on my mind, but it feels like a monotony has taken over my life. Do not get me wrong, I actually enjoy staying home and it is not something that bothers me. But there is simply little to no variety to my life at the moment. I get up at the same time every morning, sit down at my desk latest at 8am and start my live study with me sessions on my YouTube channel...

March 29, 2020

Hey loves! 

The past weeks have been crazy. I guess they probably have been for most of you, too. Over the past few weeks, I had to make a few difficult decisions and I ended up packing up my entire life in 24 hours to leave the UK and go back home to Germany. But let us start at the beginning. 

When I finished my term, the first signs started to occur that my final term of my second year may not happen as it normally would. But instead of being told to leave the university and go back home, my university told...

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